Completely random! It's almost 2a.m. and I'm feeling epic squee.

We were discussing a variety of things that centered around Sephy, his long lashes and Dissidia. Ivan asked me what chara he should pick and I said Steiner for the heck of it. That linked to Kuja and this happened.

( Pardon the level of irritatingness. )

Ahh, I finally got down to the list Steffie posted. XD I think I'm a list addict. I'm sorry if this doesn't cut right, I've been trying for a while and it's being really cruel to me.

( Hee )

Finally! School's out and I'm all hyped up about the holidays. Tomorrow I'll meet Mish to get new boots and do some Christmas shopping! My throat's still itchy with the evil cough that's been bugging me for a month but I'm as hyper as ever!~

(Dear Self, please remember that Serrazyme, Leftose, Coughlax, and that dark pink flu pill no longer work on me. I've been to the doctor 3 times this past month for the same flu and sore throat and have found myself immune to the goodness that used to be those medications.)

Got me some schtuff to do today as well. (I do hope all my posts aren't becoming about lists!)

• Do the ironing.
• Vacuum the house.
• Make textures for the SL prezzies.
• Actually make the boxes. O_o
• Get some of the prezzies that go into them boxes. O.o

And last but not least, I picked this up from Rahenna's journal!:


If you comment with your name:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.

If you play, you MUST post this on your LJ. *grin*

Amidst the nasty stress I've been facing lately, some very nice souls have taken the time and made me feel a lot better, just by being near them. I may not be anywhere near the end of the tunnel yet but I'm just a little glad I don't feel the sadness as strongly as I did just days ago.

Thank you Spikey, and Trist, and Sinji for making my weekend better!

And Isu-kun for your love.

Thank you my storybook group for understanding my horrors.

Dad's been tolerant of me too. <3

I've been pretty intolerable lately but I'm glad so many nice people have come through for me.

Here's my new list! It's just a wee bit shorter, but striking it off is gonna make me feel good~ XD

Copypastaaa~

• VizComms portfolio. Sketches half done. Left with the arrangement plan, write ups and squiggles. Personal deadline, Tuesday morning fo the sketches, plan and squiggles.
• An "Art Installation" project in Scratch. Prototype due in 1 week. Final due 1 week after. - Discussions with group mates tomorrow.
• A 6000 word group paper for Japanese Mass Media. We had to change the topic yet again and so we're starting anew. It's due in 2 weeks.
• Biblio for my Copyright part. APA style.
• A 1000 word anime paper. Due in 1 1/2 weeks.
• Last week's movie done. Now on to this week's. Minus 1 reading which I did tonight, but plus one for this week, so it's still 4. XD

Yup, it's that awful time of the school term once again, just a whole lot worse this time. Let me list out my poisons.

• 19 pages of backgrounds to draw for a storybook. Right now, I'm on page 6.
• My entire bloody portfolio for VizComms. Sketches, roughs, steps, finals. It couldn't come at a worse time.
• An "Art Installation" project in Scratch. Prototype due in 1 week. Final due 1 week after.
• A 6000 word group paper for Japanese Mass Media. We had to change the topic yet again and so we're starting anew. It's due in 2 weeks.
• A 600 word paper on the future of P2P movie downloading, due in 7 hours to my group mates.
• A 1000 word anime paper. Due in 2 weeks.
• At least 4 readings and a movie for my anime module.

And for some reason, I just can't get out of this unhappy state I've been in for the past month. I do get little bouts of happiness here and there but other than that, I can't help feeling utterly miserable. It doesn't help that it's upped my paranoia tenfold. (Oh gods, what will they think of me? Oh no, what if they don't think I'm doing enough work for the project? Will I really finish this in time?) And that's all it is! Baseless paranoia. But it eats away at me nonetheless, while worry drags me down with it.

I seem like a ball of bouncing energy outside.

But it's not the same inside.

When I actually gather my scattered little brain enough to post!

School's hectic as fuck. Srsly. I've honestly never been so stressed out by school before. But it's okay. I'll definitely deal. After all, everyone's doing just fine, aren't they? Thankfully, being sleep deprived throws me down the Energizer Bunny alley more often than not (or so I hope) so I end up sounding more like I'm on crack than anything else.

Neway, on to better things!!~(I realise how I always like to write my posts balanced. There's bad, and then there's good!)

My dance teacher (temp?), Ming (because Ruth can't remember his name but thinks that what it is. Mind you, I couldn't even catch it when he said it because I was too busy in my own world.), has got probably THE best command of English I've ever heard from any dance teacher. Ever. No, not like I've heard many and not like I'm a Grammar Nazi or anything but I just someone strong in the language extremely sexy. (Nevermind that he's gotta be one of the most petite people I know. ._.) He uses words like "splay", "contradiction" and "imagery". And I'm in a hip hop class. XD

My best friend and some close friends gave me Cloud on his Hardy Daytona for my 21st! It's gotta be THE sexiest existence in my cabinet, with Kadaj coming in second. I can just stand infront of the glass and sigh happily looking at him. Then I proceed to grin at Mr. Kweh, my Chocobo cushion, named by Melv.

Oh yes, and not forgetting the awesome Aldo bracelet and vouchers from the Gragoks, the uber sweet purple accessory hanger from Ahmad and a whole long list of other wonderful things I got. It was a very sad birthday at first but you all really made me happy~

Dad and I had a long talk too and I hope we understand each other a little better now. He's less guarded around me, which I'm honestly really grateful for. <3

Tsuzuki is as destructive as always. Everyday she finds something new to destroy. And I love her for it. She's one of the best things to ever happen to me and I can safely say she takes up a very large proportion of my heart. <3

And now on to a source of happiness and inspiration for me lately!~ Wraeththu!~ I've met some awesome people who love it too and they're a real joy to talk to. The discussions are thought provoking as well~

XD School's kept me up till 3ish everyday that even when I don't have immediate work to do, like now, I can't sleep! XD

So! It's 1:51am...

And I'm sitting in front of my computer. Giggling for no apparent reason. Complete with psychotic glint and only missing the hand motions. Now, what's gotten me so high? I have no idea. It's like the peak of my day happens only at 2:00am and then I spend the next two hours trying to make myself sleepy.

Perhaps it's just me but it's always as I'm thinking about going to sleep that I stumble upon something interesting. Like, OH! Look! My guitar! I suddenly have the urge to practice it. Ampless. Or OH! I haven't seen a Malice Mizer vid in ages. I need my dose of Mana to calm down. Or OBJECTION! I suddenly need to play a little bit of Phoenix Wright despite the fact that I really want to toss Maya Fey and Ema Skye off the highest cliffs ever.

Ahh, I just realised it's been ages since I posted. Allow me to update a little on my life. The holidays started roughly a month ago. I got back my results 10 days ago. I think I did alright. But ironically, as it was the sem before, I did better for my minor than my major. 3 years of Comms and I managed to do better in that 1 Japanese Studies module I took than the other 4 that go towards my major. Ugh.

Gotta start going to bed early and waking up early. I've got lots to catch up on! Bugging Rahenna for one. I haven't spoken to her for ages and admittedly that's reminded me that I haven't been reading blogs at all lately. >.< Gonna catch up on her story as well! Gods I miss all that.

I missed Squishy's departure. I feel awful. T_T I wonder if they stop yaoi filled parcels in Aus.

On another note, that problem that was eating into me for the past 4 months or so is subsiding gradually. =) I hope this is the last I ever mention of it here. I'm never mentioning it here again. ^^

Ahh and it's time I start revamping this blog! Hmm.. I just looked up and saw lips, a chin and a really big sword. I think I'll go with that. ^^

And yesh, the title has nothing to do with the post. >.< I've gotta post about him soon!

2 days ago I caught V for Vendetta on HBO Hits. I've been meaning to watch this since forever! Natalie Portman is pretty awesome and I have to admit, V has one of the sexiest voices I've ever heard. I couldn't believe it was Hugo Weaving who did Agent Smith and Elrond. XD

The story itself was really deep. It's about a totalitarian government that controls everything in the country, robbing its people of almost everything that makes their identity. I cried several times, especially during the part about Valerie. I like how the portrayal of the world was so extreme, exaggerated and yet so frighteningly possible. It really made me ask, what if the world turned out like that? Is it already somewhat the case? It was quite thought provoking and to top it all off there were nice continuous themes to the entire show which made me smile when I read up on it after. It was also rather cute in the way some of V's lines sounded really intelligent at that moment of time but were later quite comical when you thought about it.

All in all it was a great watch so I highly recommend it!

Like I'm not there.

This is a TCG related post which has almost nothing to do with TCGs.  A more lighthearted post is coming right after!

And believe me, I really am that noob. I can't remember the last time I did a meme so I think this is the first.

Meme from Bern! O_o Because I've only ever seen memes on her elljay! XD

( The meme is cutting itself... )